“…, ‚cause I still owe life to my dreams!”
On recommendation, I went to see Ilona Palucki with the last bit of mental and physical strength I had in me, accompanied by my husband, who was very distrustful and extremely exhausted as a result of his constant concern and worry about me.
My dramas and traumata:
Burnout due to numerous traumata during the last 48 years, resulting consequently in deep depression. Psychotherapy for 21 years until last year, when I was told that nothing else could be done. They gave up on me. For 21 years, strong medication against depression twice a day! I witnessed two suicides – of my mother and my brother – as well as a suicide attempt of my stepmother. 40 years of psychological abuse by my parents, mainly by my stepmother threatening to kill herself if I wasn’t obedient (even until I was 53 years old!). Hate/anger and love-hate/bitterness was boiling inside me as I wasn’t able to forgive my parents. I wanted to forgive my parents for my feelings of resentment, blaming them for my own emotions, opinions and decisions, also for suppressing my emotions for my late brother, since he died of suicide. I couldn’t love myself, didn’t feel understood and loved. I experienced insufficient consolation as ignorance and rejection. My family had extremely suffered until my treatment with Ilona Palucki. Pain was the only thing I felt. Friends weren’t able to bear me any longer with all my suffering and pain. I was spared nothing at all. Another trauma through authoritarian-dominant and excessive religious education, negative image of god, devil, sins, pressure to confess were also weighing heavily on my day to day life. Psychological diseases, recurrent depressive syndromes, panic attacks, daily antidepressants, sedatives, painkillers also against chronic pain.
The result – now, two months later:
Ilona Palucki was my last hope, the last straw so to say, to get myself out of this vale of tears. I had found the proverb in the headline and full of yearning I went to see Ilona Palucki – my last little hope! And indeed, within three weeks I began glowing again, every day a little more. I found new trust in life and my family can breathe up again. I have no depression anymore! I was able to reduce the dosage of my psychiatric drugs to almost nothing, not much longer until I can stop taking them altogether. Further, I don’t need no more painkillers at all, since my physical pain already ceased during the three weeks of deep soul healing with Ilona Palucki in France.
Dear Ilona, you gave me a new ease and calm und freed me of a burden that was almost impossible to carry. I don’t know how to put into words my deepest gratitude for your fervent and sacrifycing commitment to me and to my family. Therefore, thank you so much again for your help. I wish you continuous success and happiness for your work with new clients, and hope that you’ll maintain your joy and fulfilment in your work.
Also my husband wants to express his gratitude for the dear and trustful inclusion into the healing work as well the good advice and support for our future together! The caring and tasteful environment and the protected conditions really supported the success of your treatment.
This new state of inner peace, calm, letting go and ease that I have now, is almost impossible to believe and realise. A million thanks. Also, thank you for my new strong self-worth and confidence. It has become easy for me to keep ‚working on myself‘.
Judith, husband and children
(translated from German)