Clients

What the Clients say

Markus/ Software-Specialist/Frankfurt

Just in time for my 18th year, I got the most severe depression full on. After a few weeks, I realized what I had and that I had to go search for help. I was in behavioral therapy for a long time. Between the ages of 20 and 25, I thought about just quitting and taking my own life everyday; One evening it was really close.

By my late 20’s, after years of behavioral therapy and countless family constellations, I had reached a stage where I thought: the way it is now, it’s not a life, but it’s enough to survive, and I kept on existing that way although I have been successful in my studies and career to date.

By mid-30 I got flashbacks. Flashbacks are a momentary re-experiencing of traumatic childhood events, and I’ve made x-amount of those. From morning to night those scenes played in front of my mind´s eye and I went through everything – the tormenting, the abuse of my mother to me – again and again and again.

I realized that I was severely traumatized, something I did not know before; I had no „access“ to these images before. I searched the internet for a trauma therapy and found Ilona. Skyped, appointments agreed on and I hit the road.

Ilona did in 15 days what I did not manage myself and almost 20 years of (self-) therapy. I was completely isolated from my body, which was not clear to me at the time. I integrate the skills and abilities that I learned from Ilona into everyday life and 15 minutes a day really consciously.

It is incredible. I never thought it to be possible that I could ever escape this cold and colorless hell of depression, but with Ilona’s work I did it.

I’m going out, enjoying the moment, discovering new sides of myself, and I’m simply just with myself.

I am infinitely grateful to you, Ilona. May many still experience and participate in your wonderful work!

Markus/ Software-Specialist/Frankfurt

Julia, student, Austria

Various reasons led me to the decision to get Ms. Palucki’s treatment. I was psychologically eradicated and carried ballast from childhood and youth with me. Again and again I seemed to stand in my own way, because most of the time when I was sure that it was going great for me and I was one step further, I was thrown backwards. Some sabotage mechanisms seemed to be enacted according to the same recurring pattern. I hoped for answers and relief from working with Ms. Palucki and got much more. With a lot of patience and structure, she managed to put the loose ends together and make them into a whole. This enabled me to get a more objective and less emotionally charged approach to the past. My expectation that deep soothing work must be painful and confronting was disproved on the first day. Each session I left with new ease and joy. Joy, because each time I felt to grow a step closer to myself, closer to the „I“, that I lost many years ago and wasn´t able to find again. Ms. Palucki’s charisma and sensitivity made it easy for me to open up and feel safe with her. Every progress, every change in me seemed to truthfully delight her and her positivity sparked my own every time.

Six weeks it has been by that I stayed with Ms. Palucki, and I can feel the impact of her work every day. My social environment notices the positive effect on me and comments on my changed behavior and my charisma again and again. I am infinitely grateful to Ms. Palucki for everything she did and made possible for me. In a short time, she managed to move so much inside me and get rid of all the ballast. I am enthused about her work and can highly recommend it to everyone.

Julia, student

Austria

Tina from Lüneburg

It was the most positive decision of my life

Dear Ms. Palucki, dear Ilona,

After 13 years of living with the heaviest anxiety and panic disorder, I had no self-confidence and no self-esteem. After an odyssey on therapeutic procedures, such as: conversation-, ergo-, behavioral-therapy and NLP-knocking technique, hypnosis (6 years at regular intervals) to self-therapy using about 30 different books, I just wasn´t able to get to my illness – it was still here! It came back at regular intervals so that I had not left the house at all for almost 2 years and did not dare to talk to anybody. I had groceries put at my doorstep, broke off all contact with the outside world, even to my family. Talking on the phone was the only thing I could do – anything else simply wasn´t possible. I lost everything – job, friends, partner and body weight from 62 to 47 kg!

I had already saved the link to Ms. Palucki’s page for ages, but I did not dare to write her because I did not want to or I could not believe the other testimonials!

In between, I had regained a bit of freedom again and was at least able to move within a radius of 1 km around my apartment, but still always with anxiety attacks. I began to recount my life in a book. After 227 pages I noticed that everything was repeating itself and that death had been my constant companion and that I wasn´t able to love myself anymore, because in the last years 14 loved ones had died around me – through accidents, illness and even through murder.

One day, when I was in extreme panic again, wincing at every little noise and while the medications helped me only to a limited extent, I wrote to Mrs. Palucki.

Already at the first conversation it was clear that I was traumatized and Mrs. Palucki brought everything to the point, which I had tried in 13 years of therapy to clarify. She gave me time to think about whether I would travel to her or whether she would come to see me. At that moment I was so effusive that I could imagine a trip, but only in my thoughts!

I then decided for her to travel to my place. Eight weeks later, Ms. Palucki stood in front of me and I was so scared and panicking, but in the first 10 minutes she took away my fear and promised that everything would be fine.

Incredulous, I went into the work. It was like as if we were twins then.

It was exhausting and exciting at the same time! You have to admit a lot of things to yourself and have to have absolute confidence. What I was allowed to experience there, you can not put into words, you have to have experienced it yourself.

On the third day my world already looked completely different. On the fifth day I went home singing and on the seventh day I could only smile and then I was looking forward to the meetings. We resolved 7 deeply-stuck traumas!!! Including one, that had to do with sexuality. It was not a physical abuse, for me, it was severe emotional strain. And I wasn´t aware of that trauma at all. It was buried under those cases of death and my two miscarriages. And yes, I was still skeptical if it really helped, but I was taught a lesson: my hair. For years I wasn´t able to comb my hair properly, because they were extremely knotted. Even with an expensive conditioner, it was hardly possible and a lot of hair just fell out. After the first shower, I stood in front of the mirror, took the hairbrush and thought „ouch, ouch“, but it actually went through smoothly all of a sudden!!! I immediately told the sensation to Ms. Palucki and she could hardly believe it either and until today I comb my hair with a lot of pleasure!!!

What can I say, now 6 weeks have passed and every day I am living a bit more! My nightmares are gone. My fear is gone. My panic is gone. My medication is down to only 25 mg per day. My headache and abdominal pain are gone. No more anxiety of loud sirens and blue lights – just gone! I like eating again and looking at myself in the mirror. I am slowly but steadily expanding the radius around my house – which is at 10 km now. I have begun to love myself again. And two days ago I woke up smiling and knew I WILL BE COMPLETELY HEALTHY AGAIN!!!

THANKS YOU ILONA – your work belongs into the textbooks of this world!!! If many a doctor or psychologist would start to exercise this, a lot of people would get much, much better very quickly and they could go into recovery and live!!!

I needed 13 years! The best years of my life I spent in fear! Now I’m 38 years old and I’m catching up on everything I may have missed and the first step was to approach my family. One does not believe how much these 8 days with Ms. Palucki have changed me and this affects my whole environment and life. THANK YOU and also a thank you to me, because I dared to face these traumas >>> Now I can say it: There is a life after the traumas. Please do not wait too long. Every day counts.

Tina from Lüneburg

Monika

In the beginning of February, I went to Ilona for treatment for 5 days. Now it is end of March. My concern was to dare another attempt to heal my sexual abuse which I had experienced already in very early childhood. I am 69 years old and have already done a lot of therapies in my life. Despite all, I felt very disheartened, lonely, isolated and extremely abandoned, even though I have a family and friends. I had little confidence and let myself be dragged down by the challenges of life rather, was anxious and rather saw the negative and the dark in all. Additionally to this, I have developed bodily symptoms for which there are no scientific medical explanation. I explained it with the experience of massive sexual abuse in my early childhood, where little Monika had to endure fear of death. This fear led to a massive intrinsic hardening of the body, that had never been dissolved really. Then the experience of fear is stored in my cells, so that I developed something like an inherent fear of life.

In the breathing work with Ilona I realized quite quickly that I had build a wall around myself. behind which I lived lonely and abandoned. This wall was impermeable, it reminded me on the movie „The Wall“ (2012, German: Die Wand; TN) a lot. I abruptly realized how much I had locked myself off from everything. This wall which I had certainly intuitively build for self-protection, I could suddenly recognize, feel, perceive and breath away. I still feel the liberation and lightness in my chest. It feels so endlessly good! This breath I repeat as often as I think about it and at some point I will only breath like I have learned it from Ilona.

I also feel the positive effect in my day-to-day life. My life’s circumstances have not changed, I have changed. I feel more lively in contact with my fellow human beings! This, of course, causes me to receive more warmth and affection back in turn!

My husband is treating me much more fondly! I dare to approach friends more naturally and more openly. I no longer fear rejection and repudiation. Completely stunning and unbelievably enriching I find, that I can laugh about my own shortcomings. This type of humor was unknown to me before. If sometimes things get critical or difficult, I laugh rather than being offended or hurt. I also feel a transformation of the bodily love. There is more willingness to get into it and simply less fear and depreciation.

I think I am on a good path to enjoy my life newly. Of course, I sometime fall in old holes, but I can climb out again and feel free, alive and happy, even by myself alone! Ilona, I thank you for your presence, your knowledge and your positive way of being with me. It has advanced me so much!

Monika   (translated form German)

Franziska/Educator/Hannover

2 months later…

Since my arrival and after the intense healing work with Ilona a lot has happened in my life!

I came home and felt a powerful creative force inside of me. It has fueled me to rearrange my entire flat and newly decorate it. I felt effortlessness and joy doing that. This lust in creativity had been extinguished for a long time and I have felt blocked. Now a new door seems to have opened through which inspiration and creativity can flow freely.

Also, I could finally find the power to tackle professional changes that I had wished for for so long, and to get rid of the anxieties that come along with the new challenges. All of a sudden it wasn’t difficult anymore, to find the courage to do it and to make decisions!

Further, it is not important to me any longer what other people might think about me or my work. I can believe in myself. I have found new confidence and understand now just how important it is to be fully and completely myself. I am no longer small! I feel stronger and taller. I can achieve anything!

The relationship to my partner has intensified. Together, we want to do new steps in our relationship and to spend more time together. Ore over, the perceptions in my femininity and sexuality have completely changed. A new feeling of „being a woman“ has entered my life. I am very grateful for this. Bit by bit ever new processes unfold. It is like a flower that gradually opens and everyday it excludes it’s fragrance and presents itself more in it’s whole splendor. It is so exiting to watch my own transformation after the work with Ilona. There are always new changes and surprises in my life. Many that I had wished for for years, but have kept on going in circles. Now the stones are out of the way and everything is in a flow.

I always had difficulties to set limits for other people. Could hardly say „no“ and rather went on to get hurt instead of me hurting someone. Now, I feel so much clarity and love towards my self, that it is natural for me to protect myself and set limits. I say „Stop! No, that’s not good for me!“

I immediately realize when people go over my limit and I can directly communicate that to the other person. There is no shame, guilt or awkwardness. I am here and I deserve respect just like everybody else.

I am particularly pleased to be able to continue exercising the body work and the breathing technique at home. It‘ is giving me strength every day. I feel it is a great gift to have received it all in writing from Ilona (body work and the breathing technique).

Further, I ‚d like to mention:

Many years I was plagued by intense headache and pain in the jaw. Sometimes the pain persisted for several days and all I could do was to lie down and try to sleep. It was a strong pulsing, which has internally torn me apart. Since the instance treatment with Ilona I didn’t have pain again. This is a completely new quality of life for me that I could not have imagined. Finally, I am free from this internally pushing hammer in my head and jaw. What a blessing 🙂

I thank Ilona with all my heart for the precious coaching following the treatment and the whole post-care. I feel that she is not only doing work while not caring about the results. I sense the vocation in her entire way of working. I feel her truthful interest in my healing-process. Until now I have not seen this with therapists. This companionship is something very special for me and has given me endless security to integrate new things into my life. A lot of love is running through my heart once again. I am full of gratefulness towards Ilona, towards life and the energies that have led me to Ilona. Everything has it’s time. For me it was just the right time for my healing.

With love and gratitude,

Franziska/Educator/Hannover

Paul M., Frankfurt

Only shortly before his death I learned that my father was with the perpetrators – with the SS! I had the opinion that my father, born 1922, has been seduced by the Nazis like all other young men. He came from a very modest upbringing,  an infidelity-accident, the social surrounding shaped by thugs, friction with Jews, early going to work in the mine.

Then the came what he experienced as great liberty: Hitler-Youth, Jungvolk, Reichs-worker-duty, superrace! Young people at the age of 19-20 can be susceptible and more easily seduced by this… black uniform and the girls were full of admiration /he told to a confidante, who told me). Had he „only“ been seduced by the Nazis? I can only suspect what he has done. (The transports and the pits he has „seen“). I viewed him as guilty. I was furiously angry on him, because he never expressed regret what harm „the Germans“ caused. I wasn’t even able to say the word father.

Today I can speak about it with ease, what „he“ has done. Before that, I couldn’t do this at all. We were able to treat my unbelievable anger towards him within a few hours and completely dissolve it! I have personally found my peace. I can distance myself. I can even call him father again.

Thank you for the relief

Paul M., Frankfurt

Philipp/Ergo-Therapist/Frankfurt

Dear Ilona,

With your trustworthy and authentic nature, you have right away given me the feeling that I can trust you. With the deep-soul-healing work combined with your special breathing technique – with the deep and conscious breathing, I was able to experience my body in an entirely new way. I was able to let burdens of my past literally melt away. (It sort of felt like that.) The perception of my body is different now and I feel more strong from within. Also, I clearly feel changes in my physiology, for example a chronic hardening of the shoulder towards the neck has like vanished.

We carry so much from our past with us. The work with you has showed me, how important it is to listen to your breath. It gives us life and it can liberate us. It is a great gift to have experienced all of this here.

The journey to you was a very good decision. I also want to express my gratitude about the wonderful environment here and the sunny weather even in the winter. Thanks for everything and lots of strength for your ongoing work.

Philipp/Ergo-Therapist/Frankfurt

A bit later

Processes post deep-soul-treatment: A couple of days after the treatment back home, I was able to sense an intense change of my body-perception. I have the feeling, that my body is able to perceive situations more „serene“ and more conscious. I feel emotionally more stable and that gives me certainty.

Access to my Inner has opened and I had the insight, how important it is, to feel safe, snug and not to be vulnerable, because only then we can grow in ourselves properly. Injuries can bring us insight, but then they should be allowed to leave again. Personally, I perceive these shifts in a way that I want to structure my life newly once again and live out my potential more. I have the feeling that I can’t help, but working towards a positive change. In any case, I feel a positive and driving force inside of me.

It was beautiful to have spent the last weeks of the old year at your retreat and to start into the new year with a new energy. It is a really big gift that I found with you, thank you for the time with you.

Philipp

(translated from German)

Franziska/Hannover/Educator

I have researched for years, to find something like this. It is the most incredible work, I have ever experienced!

A few days before Christmas I basically showed up at Iona’s doorstep. Planned and agreed upon was only a stay in her retreat as a holiday, but secretly I had high hopes, she would work with me. After my arrival I asked her really nervously, whether it would be possible, to go into treatment during the next days. She said ‚yes‘ and I was just so happy! I took her by surprise, but she made a huge exception! The next day the anamneses began. Ilona works with me on her birthday, on Christmas and on new year’s, in the morning, in the afternoon, in the evening and mentally even at night. 

For the first time I felt completely held and cared for. Me and my themes were the center of attention and she was there only for me. That was a completely new experience for me. There was no ’next patient‘ after one hour. No. I was the only person for the next two weeks.

For the first time, I discovered my breath. Fully aware, and that I had hardly breathed before. I learned to properly breath into the lungs and to integrate this into my normal breathing. I was breathing and breathing and everything became more alive. That was a great feeling.

The deep-soul-healing work was overwhelming. After the session on my father the feeling towards him changed. Where there was hatred and anger, I now experienced connection and melancholy. The process was accompanied by strong emotions that made me free. It was a feeling, like from a miracle. The work of Ilona goes so unbelievably deep and it grasps the soul with everything that is. It heals at the deepest origin. I wish that to everyone who has experienced an abuse! In my case it was altogether 5 people. After her work I was able to wipe the abuse off for the first time and I don’t suffer from the images and the emotions anymore. The conjoint sadness is gone and now there is a feeling to be liberated from it. This provides a new quality of life for me.

I not only learned breathing anew, but also walking – through a body-work specifically developed by Ilona. My old posture was caved in and like a screw. She showed me proper standing and proper walking. It was a touching process and an erection on the inside as well as on the outside. It was new, but still it integrated itself every day more. The old felt more and more strange and uncomfortable. It was allowed to leave and make room for the new.

Ilona has a very loving and caring manner. She is honest and she puts her heart and soul into her work. She does her work more than 100 percent. You can clearly feel her passion and her joy. She has built a healing concept, that I have never experienced in this way. It is unique and I hope that she teaches her method some day, so that I can become her student. I hope her method spreads around the world some day, so that as many people as possible can receive healing. I am grateful, I was allowed to work with her. It is a great gift! Thank you, Ilona!

From the bottom of my heart,

Franziska/Hannover/Educator

T. /Bavaria, Germany

Sexual abuse – finally I accept my body again with joy!

I was very nervous when I flew to Ilona’s place for just 4 days in November 2018. She welcomed me so wholeheartedly at the airport that I immediately had a really good feeling. Having arrived at her house we started promptly. For me it was primarily about my abuse at the age of 5. It had been concealed for a very long time, but at the age of 41 it came up again.

Other topics were also on my mind a lot – such as the sudden suicide of my father. I was only 5 years old at the time. I had never forgotten that shock.

With her healing work and her breathing method, Ilona accomplished to free me of all the pain in my soul that had built up over the years! Even my constant physical pain is gone!  Through receiving the deep soul healing work, the breathing method and the intense body work I feel lively again, I can sense, I can feel and I perceive myself as an attractive woman again!

With my whole heart, I thank you, Ilona, for this exciting and beautiful time with you! – and for that I can feel myself again and for that I am able to look and go into the future positively and invigorated.

THANK YOU!

T. /Bavaria, Germany   (translated from German)

Heike, CAM* Practitioner, Life Coach, Hamburg   (Complementary and Alternative Medicin)

„Now I am feeling easy and lively and I am enjoying my life fully“

In deep gratitude and valuation of your wonderful work, I want to write to you today.

For more than 20 years I have been suffering from ever returning states of anxiety and depression. The roots of my life’s story were deeply concealed in traumatic experiences in my childhood. Time and again there were setbacks in my life where those traumata were activated by certain situations. Thus, I have been confronted with my anxieties again and again. In those times it felt as if there was no hope, no healing, no confidence to look forward to a nice life ever again.

Numerous stays in clinics and one stay in a psychiatric clinic provided little good results. Also ambulatory therapies and offerings of family-therapy, energetic as well as EMDR work remained mostly unsuccessful.

When I was in big desperation once again, I have found you, Ilona. I knew and felt immediately, that I would get the help and support, that I needed in my situation. During the initial conversations by telephone, I felt accepted and held. Your loving and understanding manner evoked a lot of trust in me.

In the work with you we have dissolved one trauma each day, as well as processed my themes and blockades. The breathing method you developed is Impressive and beneficial for me. I am continuing to practice it now.

The body work has strengthened and stabilized me. I haven’t felt so alive in a long time. I especially liked that during the 14 days you have been exclusively there for me. Even In the evenings there were conversations about the work that happened during the day. I felt completely held.  Further, you have written a detailed protocol of our work every day. Tis is very valuable for me, since I can refer back to it later on.

Additionally, you have opened something in me, so that I am now able to say what I think and feel. Thereby, I feel freed from within. I was also very pleased that the descriptions on your website were absolutely identical with your work. My expectations have been exceeded by far.

Today, I know that healing is possible and that the journey to you, dear Ilona, has been the best decision of my life.

I am free of anxiety and depression and infinitely grateful for this wonderful colorful new life. I will never forget your benevolent, warm and understanding eyes.

Heike, CAM* Practitioner, Life Coach, Hamburg   (Complementary and Alternative Medicin)

(translated from German)

D.B. Thüringia

Hello Ilona,

I came to you with the hope to work through the abuse which I had experienced in my early childhood. I have always been sad, anxious, introverted and by now I hope to just hold out until my kids are on their own. In short, I was a wreck which instantly burst into tears right away when look at in a funny way. A normal day was the biggest challenge for me, and when something was just slightlx different from the usual, I was hopelessly lost. More than thirty years I have beared my existence/desaster like this and it always got worse and more difficult.

Then there was you, though. I immediately had hope.Even though they journey to come to you was one of my biggest adventures. I was allowed to bring support, however.

Already after the first session we made it. The abuse was processed. After one weekend I was a new human being.

Instead of fear, now there is curiosity. Instead sorrow, there is peace. I am able to walk upright and with a smile through life. Change and variance now are challenges and welcome varieties.

Thanks to you, I have a real life now and I am just learning bit by bit to be on my own and deal with it. I savor it and I am grateful.

D.B. Thüringia

J.P. Berlin

The sexual abuse by my father at the age of 14 changed my life completely. I closed myself off to life and felt stalled. Actually, my life changed once again in 2015 with a burn-out that sent me to a day-clinic for 10 weeks. At the age of 35, I was mentally and physically at the end. Here, my feelings came up in flashbacks then. This is how the abuse surfaced again and I had to relive the many humiliations, psychological abuses and as a punishments, like sitting with the knees at the wall while stretching my arms above my head.

The determining factor was that I wasn’t worth anything in my life.

After the deep soul healing work I am so relieved to have dissolved it all. Old views are gone! The old life has gone – only images without emotions! My life has changed positively! It’s all empty!!! I am enthused!

I am feeling really well, as if the abuse has never happened. My life feels like on cloud 7, because I feel this lightness for the first time and I am able to own it.

I want to thank you from my heart, dear Ilona, for your everlasting presence and care, when I was there. It has opened an entirely new life to me. And I know it will keep on transforming.

J.P. Berlin (translated from German)

B. /Thüringia/Germany

Hello Ilona,

yesterday, I had the last appointment with my therapist. I wanted to say ‚goodbye‘, at least. I think she no longer ‚understands the world‘. Must have appeared to her as if from another planet. I was sitting there in bright clothes (she only knows me in dark clothers), sparkling with energy. I have told her about our work. She could hardly believe it, but is happy for me. At the end I was asked to fill out one of those questionnaires again. I was done with it after one minute, because there was nothing to cogitate about, all positive. I felt a bit sorry for her, because she had to witness how you have completely transformed me within two weeks, while she ran out of ideas how to help me after 2-3 years.

It was such a great feeling for me to tell her, that I wouldn’t know what else to treat, because there is nothing left. Sometimes I can’t even remember how it felt to cry out of deepest desparation.

Very dear greetings

B.

(translated from German)

S.D – Switzerland

I came to Ilona desperate. Even though I may have seemed like an intelligent, likable and active young woman (27), I was injured in depth. For years I have unconsciously carried this pressure and pain of degradation of self-worth in me due to a sexual abuse during teenage years and due to a shock during childhood. Everything was difficult and when I found myself in difficult situations, my thoughts were bitter.

I stayed at Ilona’s for a long weekend. And this precious time with her and her work has changed everything. My feelings of inferiority have gone. I can breath deeply. I feel well. Ease has returned to my life. I am so grateful. I am stable like never before. I feel complete. My trauma are no longer a burden. I can look back, but they don’t influence me any longer

Thank you, Ilona, for your deep-soul healing work. One of the best decisions, I made, to be open and come to you 🙂

S.D – Switzerland

p.s. further observations for documentation

  • no more nausea during sporty car driving
  • stable center of self
  • stronger voice
  • different perception by parents and boyfriend, no more feeling of dependance
  • a feeling of „being complete“
  • increased sense of security
  • more tranquillity
  • sense of belonging without question. World-feeling is there now.
  • I am being perceived differently. Questions: Have you changede something? (e.g. haircolor)
  • I can communicate with others more calm and more present
  • I realize very quickly when I am getting nervous
  • I feel more in the moment

L., Tirol, 2018

Sexual abuse,

this subject belongs to the past, as if the abuse would have never happened. The deep soul healing work on one weekend is a heavenly gift!

I thank you, Ilona, for your presence, your attentiveness and your professionalism!

L., Tirol, 2018

B. /Thüringia/Germany

Finally, I find joy in living!!!!

In my youth I realized, that I was different than others somehow. Everytime a boy would show interest in me, I found him disgusting and repulsive, even when we had been best friends.I never really felt to be a part of something. I was always caught in thoughts. At some point I discovered the link to my past. My brother, who was eight years older, had been abusing me from when I was four or five years old. Since then I had become tense and was always in a state of alertness. I wasn’t able to escape the abuse physically, however. To escape the fear of death, I left my body each time. I felt so alone and exposed, was kind of paralyzed.

When I was twelve my other brother, who was four years older, committed suicide. I loved him so much, that – resulting from my bond to him – I imposed sadness upon myself for the rest of my life. There were only short moments of joy, just to plunge into sadness right after.

Our family-life was characterized by religion and obedience. My father was a reverend and a person of absolute respect for me due to his eruptions of violence towards my brothers. Even in my adult age I felt the fear and simultaneous dependence. My dogma included complete self-abandonment for others. During my entire life I wondered „who am I“, „what is left of me“. Often times I hated myself, hated my body, hated my life. Everything seemed so pointless.

Despite all this, I entered relationships and married my second boyfriend. In marriage I felt not understood and lonely. Sexually, I felt totally under pressure.  Eventually, I tried to forget everything by using alcohol to become aroused. We weren’t able to maintain the marriage for long.

Now I am married again. My husband was very sensitive and understanding from the beginning. We trapped ourselves in believing, that the relationship would be able to heal me, but once again the sexuality influenced everything. Hardly ever, feelings came up on their own. Everytime I had to persuade myself that sex is nice. My body and soul weren’t able to keep these feelings.

Desperately I tried for twenty years to find help from therapists – as an  in- as well as an out patient. I always felt that everything is much deeper down. So deep, that noone was able to get to it – not even myself. Again and again I searched the internet for possibilities to receive true healing. I read books and tried techniques. The result was the same everytime: at the beginning there was euphoria and hope to have found the right thing, then followed by an ardous and never-ending path and finally the understanding that it does not help. Even though, many things have put me forward a bit or helped briefly, but healing was not in sight. It is said, that something always remains from a trauma.

But then I found a video of Ilona Palucki in the internet. I heard exactly what I felt – that the abuse and all other trauma is anchored in the deepest fibers of our body, in our organs and muscles, in our soul. I was so enthusiastic and hopeful, but on the other hand couldn’t believe that in such short amount of time, someone should be able to leave his past behind. Despite all opinions raining down on me I wanted to believe it. The introductory talk with her had affirmed my hopes.

Then, I was able to experience it with my own body and soul. In just two weeks we have processed one trauma each day and I was able to leave it behind thanks to Ilona and her special way of working and her breathing technique. Only briefly I had to establish a connection to my emotions and didn’t have to live through my trauma once again – as is the case with other techniques. Every day I was able to leave a huge rock from my past behind.  Every day I grew more free, happier. An „I“ started to develop. This „I“ continues to develop further until today and it just feels wonderfully alive. For the first time in my life I am looking forward to thethings to come! The past no longer plays a role. It has become insignificant. My soul is healed and by that, my body heals as well. I am no longer under constant tension. After the first three days, I no longer had Restless Legs Syndrome. For the past years I was only able to control this via the intake of medication every evening. The pain in my hips and neck are gone, my posture is upright. I am experiencing a deep tranquillity and equanimity.  The time with Ilona finally gave me a life. Now, I feel joy to be a woman with everything that belongs to it.

Ilona, I thank you for this wonderful time. You have taken so much suffering from me and awakened so much joy. You are an impressive woman with endless passion for your work and for your clients. I didn’t know that one could have so much fun while dissolving trauma. Thank you for everything!!!

B. /Thüringia, Germany     (translated from German)

G. Granada/Spain

Multiple sexual abuses during my childhood!

Now, after 50 years finally healed during 1 week-end. I feel free!

Thank you

G. Granada/Spain

(translated from German)

Rita Maria, Switzerland

I would like to thank you from the bottom of my heart, Ilona, that with your help and skills as healer I was able to let go of all my traumata. One day, one trauma… at first it seemed unbelievable, but now being back home it is real! it just is. After all these years of grief, feeling desolate and melancholy about everything that affected and characterized my life since my childhood and during my marriage, now I just feel liberated!

Knowing that after three weeks of intensive work, my traumata have been released makes me just happy! When I sometimes experience physical sensitivities (symptoms after my stroke that I had last year) I start your wonderful, beneficial and special breathing method and it helps instantaneously! I am deeply grateful. My posture and attitude have changed too. With the breathing and your support over the phone, which you offer for two further months, I can only say that it has been a huge gift to us that we found you. Thank you, just thanks to you, thanks to life and to the wonderful All and Everything!

Rita Maria, Switzerland

(translated from German)

D.S. Bern/Switzerland

Out of the shadow into the sun!

Raped four times, and years of mental and emotional abuse! So many years of therapy and always the great desire to leave behind my sorrow and traumata. Last appointment with psychiatrist last December.

Now, I’ve finally found deep peace, no further emotions left, only pictures. After working with Ilona Palucki the traumata are finally gone.

I experienced overflowing warmth and assurance and learned how to feel and accept it – and now it makes all sense to me. I am eternally grateful.

In the light at last! Thank you!

D.S. Bern/Switzerland

Pierre, Cannes/France

Maybe it’s a little long, but I’d like to speak from my heart.

For many years, I was being depressed and sad. Sometimes it got better for a short while, but only to be drawn back into those sad feelings rather quickly. I didn’t believe in myself and lacked confidence. You explained to me exactly why old hurt feelings and emotions resurfaced and why I got so overwhelmed by those feelings again and again. That’s how I started to trust into your work.

We worked through all these old experiences, and one by one they dissolved into nothingness together with their accompanying emotions. Dear Ilona, by teaching me your breathing technic you guided me step by step to my inner self and how I could protect myself better in the future and how to grow. Now I’m able to deal with sad emotions, fear and other upsetting feelings on my own.

Today, I’m feeling good and happy, free and proud of who I am. I am finally free of fear and have great faith in what the future holds for me.

In addition to these positive aspects I would love to express my gratitude that I lost my desire to smoke already after only one session without even working with this problem – and I used to be a heavy smoker. I stopped smoking without great effort and today I have almost forgotten that I actually did smoke at all.

Ilona, during the hours with you, you taught me how to have deep confidence in myself and in life itself, how to just be who I am, pure, healthy and undepraved.

Thank you so much Ilona that half a year ago you took the time to work with me.

Pierre, Cannes/France   (translated from French)

M / Germany

I was abused when I was 5 years old. …and that was not the last time. Unfortunately, I had to endure it again and again. All this had completely thrown me off track and when I was 20 years old, I had to undergo therapy many therapies, deep analytical therapy and behavioural therapy combined with hospitalisation. Feelings of powerlessness and numbness, I was suffering from spasms, and was constantly in fear, mainly of men. After I reported this to the police I had to face appraisals from almost 30 experts. Now I’m almost 30 years old. I’m out of work for 4 ½ years and a pensioner for 2 years. To deal with the appraisal-experts was not only excruciating, it was simply inhuman. With every expert report, I fell down further. The piercing questions about the every painful detail about my traumatic experiences created only more trauma in turn. I know many people, who had to endure the same treatment.

I was really looking for help! A stay of 18 days at Ilona Palucki’s, was my very last hope for help. During this time, I learned how it feels like to be strong and to stick to my decisions. The constant inner conflict belongs to the past now. I know what I want, feel calm and free. I can feel a huge inner space and expanded to the outside. Finally, I allow myself to feel my body and my sensuality. An extraordinary feeling! I used to be dyslexic (I could hardly read 3 sentences without forgetting them again right away) – all gone! Already after one week with Ilona I started to read a book. Pure pride and happiness. The feeling of helplessness and fear has completely vanished. I have no problem anymore to face people and can go out into the street.

The feeling of togetherness replaced repulsion. Now I have a deep sense of happiness and face only realistic problems without fear. The best is that the people around me can see my transformation. I am very grateful for my newly-found sensuality. I am also very happy that my psychologist, who even encouraged me to to Ms Palucki, is also stunned by my profound transformation. In this coming year I finally see myself taking further education and with a job again – a normal life.

M / Germany 

Aurélie A. / Nice / France

I am 33 years old. After my second miscariage my life has started to change. I have had a breakdown for several months! The miscariage was not acceptable to me. Why did it happen again? I went to see a psychologist, but it did not help. Things got even worse. He made me question things which before were obvious. He said that it must be my fault by me subconsciously refusing my boyfriend! Therefore I stopped going there, and I turned to spirituality.

Since then I have been working on my self. Sometimes I was feeling better, but still I was keeping my huge sadness! It was like I had lost the joy of life itself. I always had these huge suitcases to carry along with me, and they made me become sadder. My body was tired, and I was lost in my feelings.

Then I got pregnant for the third time, but unfortunately I had to make an abortion, because it´s heart stopped beating. In my mind it was like I had made a third miscariage.

Four years later, I have been lucky to meet Ilona. At the beginning I was scared to work with a shaman, but it has been the best decision I have made since my « babies » problem. While I was explaining to Ilona the most important facts which happened in my life, she has noticed a red thread from my birth to me wearing a corset during adolsecence and to my miscariages.

We first worked on my 3 miscarriages as these were the heaviest part of my trauma. Ilona has explained me her IP-Breathing Method which allowed me to release my trauma. The experience was very intense, as we have to go back to the feelings of our bad memories/experiences. I felt very tired, but lighter & calmer just right after our work together and I still feel this way 2 months later. Thanks Ilona for guiding me in my release. I can now speak about my miscarriages without bursting into tears, without being lost in my feelings.

Then we worked on the wearing a corset for 23 hours a day for 7 days a week from my eleventh birthday onwards for five years. (The mobbing by the other kids). My body, my muscles, my organs, my cells had kept this bad experience in memory – a kind of body prison – and Ilona help me to let it go.

Ilona then worked on my birth. I almost died on that day, because of several medical errors which led to me bering in coma for a short time. Ilona has liberated my emotions linked to this trauma, as well as the ones caused by my mother!

Finally we have worked on my body, in order to help me find the right posture. This work has been very helpful, and allowed me to be more centred and stable. I still practice this work every day by myself, and I can feel the positive effect it has.

Thanks Ilona for your love, your guidance and your knowledge. Thanks for having shown me your breathing method which fills me with energy and power.

Aurélie A., Nice, France   (translated from French)

Pauline S. / Waiblingen

I was 8 to 10 years old. My granddad, about 76, took me often on his lap. He held me firmly with one hand while touching my breasts and underneath my nickers with the other hand. It was repulsive, I was disgusted and felt humiliated. Afterwards he gave me sweets. I was afraid to be alone with my granddad. My mother was aware of it, but refused to believe the truth all the same.

During my apprenticeship my boss’s financial adviser came to my flat under the pretext to discuss important papers with me. Quickly I was harassed and raped by him. Until today I felt complicit and dirty. A ceaseless inner pressure was my persistent companion. This burden was unbearable and influenced my relationships.

At first, Ilona showed me her special breathing method. It is unbelievable but through this she is able to perceive old trauma that I couldn’t even remember anymore. She also saw that I had an abortion – something I hadn’t told her beforehand. She saw and described my grandma and mother. She saw pain in my abdomen and chest.

Through the breathing technique and Ilona’s cautious guiding I was able to “see” into my inner darkness. During our work together the darkness progressively vanished and gave way to brightness. Insults, harassment and rape lost their impact and I kept feeling lighter and lighter. The horrifying pressure went and I had the feeling of freedom and purity. Scary and persistent dreams that had to do with my work and completely destroyed relationship didn’t come back. After a punch from my ex-partner I had a swollen and calloused eyelid. Ilona inquired about it and after the healing work my eyelid was normal again.

I was in complete despair about my situation and wanted to give up. Just before Christmas last year I was even thinking about suicide. My body was tense, bend over and without stability. Now, I leave Ilona as a positive thinking and confident woman that can also be seen in my new posture.

Everything is in connection: Ilona’s deep soul healing and bodywork, her breathing technique, her garden, the peace and quiet and harmony.

I am more grateful than I could say that a psychosomatic clinic didn’t get back to me even after several calls from my GP. Group talks with total strangers and possible long-term medication treatment would never have solved and cleared away my problems.

Thank you! Thank you! For this new life!

Pauline S., Waiblingen

Lionelle /  San Francisco / USA

Dear Ilona,

I Thank you from the bottom of my heart for the help you have given me-explaining to me in a therapeutic way how to overcome the struggles (anxiety, an eating disorder, slowly, but surely growing into my own way of living life) transitioning as a teenager to an adult! Helping me and giving me the strength (through your positive support) to live the life I want, with hope, courage and focus!

I wish you all the best!

Lionelle, San Francisco/USA

Peter F. / Germany

While being on holiday in the South of France I had a complete breakdown (burnout). Thankfully, a friend of mine referred me to Ilona Palucki. During the healing work with Ilona, a sexual abuse from my early childhood resurfaced. An immense heavy load that caused sexual problems during my whole adult life could finally be solved, now at an age of 65! It was impossible for me to talk about these difficulties that affected my whole life.

You, Ilona, brought it straight to the point, talked to me in a naturally sensitive way while healing the abuse.

Thank you so much for this healing work. I am ever so grateful that I met you in this time of need.

Peter F. /Germany

Ulli W. / Munich / Germany

Seven years ago I got beaten up, was strangled, abused and in the end even raped by a psychopath – only by chance I survived. Upon the advice of my lawyer I consulted a trauma-psychotherapist, who by all means helped me out off the deepest hole. Since the trial began only half a year later I had to relive this terrible ordeal with all its pain, terror and emotions over and over again. With every time I had to replay this nightmare like a movie, it burned itself even deeper into my subconscious. After the trial, which I perceived as another rape, I simply wanted to forget and never talk about it again.

Ilona Palucki was recommended to me, for I needed help. I met her only reluctantly though and was extremely nervous since I was certain that I had to explain everything in detail yet again. Astonishingly, the opposite was the case. During only one afternoon I was able to literally breathe away my trauma and all its injuries through an intensive deep-soul healing with positive thoughts and forgiveness for the perpetrator (forgiveness is a vital part in the process of letting go of one’s past). In three further sessions we worked through some older deep emotional wounds and physical problems.

Now, I’m feeling free again! I am actually healed. I can watch my past like a movie that doesn’t affect me anymore. Everything is so far away!

The wonderful thing with Ilona’s healing work is that she gave me the understanding and confidence that I’d be largely able to heal myself in the future. By working actively with her and the conscious breathing I was able to feel my body and, most importantly, MYSELF again! I began to appreciate and love myself once more. I discovered my growing strength and how it affected my body positively.

Thanks to the IP breathing technic I am able to live without the cortisone inhalations, which I had to inhale 3 times a day over the past 3 years. My lungs finally reached their vital capacity again, even under physical strain.
This makes me strong for the future.

I’d like to add that I find Ilona a very personable, warm hearted and particularly competent person with a vast knowledge and experience, someone who can easily be trusted.

I want to thank Ilona for all her help from the bottom of my heart and hope that she can help many more traumatised people.

Ulli W. Munich/ Germany / 2015

M. Sch. / Munich

I met Ilona Palucki during the darkest period of my life.
Thankfully our paths crossed by chance when she happened to be in Munich.

Within the last five years six people close to me died. One of them was my foster mother Inga, which was the hardest loss to endure. She had been my anchor all my life. Together we brought up my girls, for I was unable to do so alone as a hard working single mum.

After this terrible loss I unfortunately also made a wrong decision in business and suffered severe anxiety of losing my entire livelihood until I had a classic burn out. This pushed me over the edge and regrettably I tried to take my own life.
Even during this time of dark thoughts Inga took an important role in my life. I came into a mental hospital. There were talks, but they didn’t really help me. Even though I was taken out off my usual day-to-day life, but nobody could get to the bottom of my thoughts, anxiety and feelings. I was offered long-term therapy and medication. After 10 days I could leave the hospital – I let myself half-heartedly transfer to a psychotherapist.

That’s when I met Ilona.

Ilona went to the bottom of it all. During the healing work all kind of long forgotten pictures and emotions surfaced. Ilona helped me in a – for me – sensational fashion to overcome grief, guilt and fear. After a two hour long deep-soul healing session combined with her special breathing technic I immediately had a feeling of relief and calm, finally a trusting awareness of life. Friends asked me whether I had been on holiday as I looked so relaxed and happy.

The pain and suffering was gone from my face and my soul. All the guilt I carried with me about my foster mum was literally gone. Now I can keep Inga in my heart with all my love but without guilt. No therapy, no pills.

I find it important that Ilona does not forget about you after the healing work. She stays in touch for a minimum of four months afterwards. Its significance became only recently very noticeable to me.

A lovely old couple in I my apartment block committed suicide. The man jumped from the rooftop. Since I heard and sensed the impact and unfortunately also saw him lying there, I went through some very difficult days. Luckily I had an email from Ilona some days before asking me how I was doing. I wrote back telling her the story and that I was feeling awful, shocked and distressed.

Ilona immediately organised a telephone session with me. She comforted me and helped me to let go of what I was going through. Afterwards all the negativity was gone from head to toe.

I am so grateful that there are people with such amazing skills and power out there, like Ilona Palucki. I am 51 years old and life is wonderful.

M. Sch., Munich, 2015

Moni. S. / Ludwigshafen / Germany

I have been abused regularly by my stepfather between the age 10 and 14. I had to share the room with my little half-brother who was 5 years old at the time. Even though my little brother was present in the room at that time my stepfather didn´t show consideration for that and assaulted me anyway. Sadly, my mother did not want to believe me and has been discrediting my trouble until the present day by accusing me that I was lying.

Now I am 51 years old and have suffered all these years. Almost daily I had to think about it. Again and again I was in tears. I had forced myself to deal with this and with my mom´s many beatings and punishments by myself – without the help of a therapist. Several years later my gynecologist has diagnosed me with Morbus Bowen in that place probabely caused by the abuse and I had to bear several surgeries that were very painful.

Just by chance I had heard of Ilona Palucki from an aquaintance, but only recently I had the courage to contact her. The deep soul healing work has taken only about two hours. The loving care and work has completely overwhelmed me. I have been indeed freed from this trauma for real and thoughts about it are not coming up anymore.

During the last years there were tears out of sadness and pain. Now there are tears out of happniess and total liberation. I am nothing but thankful, Ilona! I want to encourage people that share this kind of fate to make the move as I have and visit Ilona.

Under the burden of the yearlong abuse by my stepfather, the beatings by my mother and the resulting fears I also had serious problems with my back since the age of 10. During my childhood I already had to lie in a plaster cast during the night. Despite of this torment improvement didn´t happen. On the contrary, my back was getting increasingly round. The muscles were continuing to stiffen up. The result was resignation. I was bidding farewell to my femininity more and more and I would have wanted to keep it.

Ilona´s holistic breathing technique as well as the body work has rectifed me in an unbelievable way within the shortest amount of time – a couple of hours. My spine has been entirely rectified with this unique type of breathing! Within these few hours I have received a very distinguished, positive, future-oriented body-awareness and attitude towards life. I cannot explain it in a few words. Body- mechanical and psychological things are fitting logically together. Fantastic! It just works!

Now, Ilona, I stand straight, proud and a little bit lofty and I am just happy about my new sense of femininity. Thank you!

Moni. S., Ludwigshafen, Germany, 2015

Catalina / Luxemburg / Kapverden

My name is Catalina and I am 35 years old. Between the age of eight and eleven I was sexually abused. This has taken away a part of my confidence and it also denied me a normal development as a woman.

I had been in therapy with psychologists for years. Even though some things could be treated, my anxieties however stayed on.

About a month ago, I met Ilona who worked with me (her shamanistic deep-soul healing work). I can feel how something has changed within me, and this process still continues. My often difficult day-to-day life has been moving into a much more positive direction.

Thanks to working with Ilona I am finally able to live and feel real love again. For me, this is hugely important in order to thwart my auto-distractive behaviour.

I used to have the impression that the ceiling was about to fall onto my head, now it is quite the opposite, space, my inner space is opening and expanding.

I came to Ilona hoping for help and support – help that would hopefully reach beyond of what I had experienced in usual psychological treatment. However, that this healing work would reach thus far with a significance especially concerning my anxieties, I could not have had thought possible.

My anxieties used to take a lot of space and energy so that I sometimes thought I would go mad. Now, after this healing work I do feel much lighter and the impression of being followed and overwhelmed has lost its power.

I thank Ilona from the bottom of my heart for her help.

Catalina Luxemburg/Kapverden

A.B. / Cook / Deutschland

I went on a school outing when I was 13 years old where four older boys sexually abused me. Even my teacher looked the other way, which made my suffering harder still. This experience has followed me ever since and today I am 44 years old. Last year I checked myself into a clinic for six months, hoping it would help me with my sorrow – but in vain, though it did help with another problem.
I want to thank you, Ilona, with all my heart that you were able to relieve me of my long felt grief and pain. It seems like a miracle to leave everything behind within only a few days and that this massive weight on my soul has been taken away. Everything has lost its power and I can look back in total peace.
This profound healing work with my soul made it finally possible to look freely and optimistic into the future. My anxieties have gone and my projects are of a positive nature now. I am completely free now and can at long last feel happiness again!

Thank you!

A.B., cook, Germany

M.D., Lower Saxony

Three hours with Ilona made me forget 15 years of fear.
Fears, blockages, unrest, insecurity, all this belongs to the past.
Years of „gorging“ pills …are finally over.
Thanks to the newly learned techniques I am full of power and energy again. It is unbelievable that such massive changes in life can be achieved through breath-work!
I cannot write down what you have showed me. It is something special to me.

Thank you very much for your help and your fantastic work.

M.D., Lower Saxony

M. B. / Den Haag / Netherlands

Dear Ms Palucki,

I met you about half a year ago on recommendation. My reason to see you was actually another one completely. I mentioned rather offhandedly that I was experiencing a pain on the right hand side from the head down to my fingers since about six weeks. It felt like electricity (like when one has extremely sensitive teethes and tries to eat an ice cream or to drink a hot tea). I could hardly touch my hair! However, touching my scalp was even worse, which made washing my hair very difficult – it was that painful. Often, when I wanted to touch something with my right hand I had to pull it back with the sensation as if I had just put my fingers into a socket. I did put this down to stress that had been building up over a long period of time.

Explaining this to Ms Palucki made her look at me with very big eyes and she strongly advised me to immediately consult a doctor with something like this. A little later during our conversation she said that she wanted to see if she could do something for me, all the same, but that this might take one or two days. Already the next morning she called me with quite a sensational story: she informed me that she had a look into it during the evening and once again in the morning and that she had started instantly with the healing work.

She asked me whether my husband would sit/walk and simply be mostly on my right hand side, which I could only confirm: he sleeps on my right, sits on the sofa on my right etc. Ms Palucki told me that she had seen that my energetic body literally clung itself around my partner’s left side; it was wrapped around him like an octopus! She mentioned that following a little moment of hesitation she actually separated our energetic bodies from each other, and that afterwards the right hand side of my energetic body was almost non-existent anymore.

While digesting this kind of information I remembered that my husband had been complaining for a while that his left hand, shoulder and knee were hurting and that when he was changing gears while driving his motorbike it was with quite an effort. I mentioned this to Ms Palucki as well and everything together made perfect sense.

I am very happy to report that my pain was gone within two days and my husband’s pain after probably another two. I must admit that when Ms Palucki told me that she had separated our bodies energetically I was afraid what this might do to our emotional and/or physical relationship…it’s the same, only WITHOUT the pain. And honestly, clinging on to someone (consciously or not) is never a good thing, is it.

Ms Palucki and I did some body-work together in this matter another day for about one hour or so to restore and strengthen the energetic right hand side of my body (as a matter of fact, when I closed my eyes I felt a little lopsided a rather unpleasant and destabilising sensation).

This is all better now. Since half a year now I haven’t had anything again.

I would never have dreamed of such an amazing result. I am writing here rather frankly since it is my huge desire to share my story with others and to thank Ms Palucki sincerely.

M. B./ Den Haag, Netherlands

W. Märker, Meerbusch, Germany

Dear Ms Palucki,

It’s about time that I sent you a few words of my gratitude for your fantastic work. During my summer holidays between 2009 and 2012 at your place you kept asking me about my extremely hunched-over way of walking (close to a hunchback) and my distorted and twisted way of sitting. Many times, you would offer me your help but I was unsure whether to accept it or not.

In 2012 my wife and I came again on holiday to Le Luc, this time with a couple of which the wife happened to be a nurse, who talked sense into me, saying that I’d be stupid not accept your offer. And luckily I did.

After only 1 ½ hours of working with you my friends noticed in amazement that I was already walking upright. What did she do? Well, you taught me your IP Breathing Technic and showed me very specific exercises which straightened my spine and after a second session of 75 min relaxed my completely twisted neck muscles.

For my work I cover between 40 and 50.000 km per year with my car. To get through these long distances with my back problems, I had a very expensive special car seat installed about 15 years ago.

I had an extremely tilted head posture that originated from a problem in my left eye from early age on until an operation in 1999, which in turn caused these back problems.

Now, after the work with you, Ms Palucki, I had to readjust my car seat to an upright position which allows me to finish my long car journeys completely relaxed and without any pain at all. Even my head posture got regulated.

One year on, my posture has not changed back.

I can only warmheartedly recommend Ms Palucki’s work for everyone who suffers from similar problems, for it has given me back a huge amount of quality in my life.

Thank you very much.

W. Märker, Meerbusch, Germany

Panasonic senior trainer

Tobias K., Cook, Lüneburg, Germany

Finally, after two years I wanted to get back in touch with you. You helped me very much at that time and today I would like to report on this long-lasting success story.
Since early age (now I am 24 years old) I had a problem on the left hand side of my neck. A bigger area of my skin was so hypersensitive that it always felt inflamed, though there was nothing to see. No one had an explanation – not even my parents. No cream/balm ever helped. Nobody could either touch this area (me included) or put anything on it. Girlfriends were not allowed to kiss this part let alone caressing it with their fingers. How could I explain this without being labelled crazy? And, if this wasn’t enough I frequently came down with either a sore throat or tonsillitis. I felt very much constricted, despite the fact that I had arranged my life around my skin-sensitivity.
Surprisingly, you agreed to work with me after we met and later you continued the work from Asia. For some days we spoke on the phone every day and you told me what you had seen and the healing work you had done from afar. Your explanation – that my skin irritations originated from an earlier life – made immediately sense to me. I was even happier when after only one week of healing work this irritation and sensibility was completely gone and it gets even better: I had the impression that the whole left side of my body gained in volume! This was an entirely new and immense sensation, which has become now perfectly natural to me. I don’t want to forget to mention that the associated throat infections are gone, too.
A very big thanks to you – and I can recommend you without hesitation.

Tobias K., Cook, Lüneburg, Germany

K. Forster / London / UK

Dear Ilona,

When I was in my early twenties I used to complain about a stabbing pain in my lower back especially after long walks or long periods of standing. Consequently, I went to see an orthopaedist (at this time one of the best in my hometown), who had me immediately x-rayed. Looking at these x-ray photos he concluded that one of my legs was almost one centimetre shorter than the other one and that this in turn was putting a lot of strain on my pelvis, hence this pain. I might add that even with an untrained eye I could see in the mirror that one hip-bone was higher than the other one and I therefore never questioned his diagnosis. I went home with a prescription for inlays for my shoes and though that I was well served. Those prescribed inlays helped a little but not much and I tried not to overdo walking or standing for too long.

More than 20 years later I met Ilona Palucki in the South of France and to cut a long story short, we started working together. She looked at me and told me that I had scoliosis, wasn’t standing upright, put too much weight on my left side and had sloping shoulders, thank you very much. In our sessions together she straightened me out by “pushing and pulling” at me here and there, putting my shoulders back and taught me this wonderful breathing technique of hers. I was sent home with physical exercises mostly a three or four step programme at a time that I had to repeat at home, which I happily did. After three rather enjoyable sessions and quite a bit of muscle ache later, we could see that I was finally straight, and most of all I felt my usual height (1,70m) again (a long forgotten feeling.

Now, I’ve got a straight back (no scoliosis anymore!), and as it turns out my legs are the same size after all (I used to turn my left leg inwards which subsequently tilted my pelvis downwards). When I look into the mirror today my hip bones are perfectly level, what a great feeling!

I wanted to say a very big thank you to Ilona. I simply love her unconventional and yet very practical “no frills but facts” approach in her healing work.

With the benefit of hindsight, I can truly say that the orthopaedist actually never looked at me – he listened to my problem and then only looked at the x-ray photos….never at ME! s

Again, thank you so much Ilona.

K. Forster, London, UK

Martina and Dirk Hopfensitz, Munich

Account about Markus Philip Hopfensitz, born 08.05.2001,

as of 08.17.2013

Markus was already very easily startled as a baby. In the beginning I could only use the vacuum cleaner once my husband had left the house with him. When he was 1,5 years old we saw a child psychologist, who identified autistic traits and a retardation of development. At 2,5 years Markus was diagnosed with the Kanner Syndrome in the children-center in Munich. This is a from of autism that comes along with mental impairment. Shocking for us was Markus auto-aggressive behaviour. When he was frustrated he slammed his head on the floor. He was superficially happy and was able to be caring – though his eyes were always looking sad – but he had strong depressive tendencies that came out in waves. Although he received medication and treatment by several therapists we thought of what might happen during puberty with horror.

I had met Mme Palucki in Munich. On my request she started to work with him in June this year. We were very surprised: within a few weeks Markus started to be more and more calm and seemed to be much more contented. The depression and the sadness in his eyes have disappeared entirely.

At the moment he hast to deal with major changes in his life. He will move into a new attended flatshare in Old Münster together with his room-mate. At the moment he lives in Schönbrunn, an institue for mentally disabled. Further he will be with his entire class in a regular school as a special class in Haimhausen and will have new teachers. Normally Markus would have been totally confused in circumstances like these. He would be only squeaking, screaming and jumping. But instead he seems to be remarkably balanced, contented indeed, and jumps only rarely. He also walks less and less on his toes. I know that Mme Palucki has specifically worked on this. The childminders that hadn’t seen him for some weeks noticed these remarkable changes:

His walking has improved a lot. He has contact to other children more often. His aggression has basically disappeared. Even mentally he makes amazing progress. In June he hugged his brother as a greeting fort he first time and gave him a kiss. According to his minder in August he can differentiate himself much better from other children. F.i. if somebody approaches him to closely, he says „go away“. His writing also improved and is much more clear f.i. on shopping lists.

Today (08.16.13) we have been invited for lunch at my step-parents. Markus hadn’t seen me for one month due to a cure that I took. When Markus saw me he was evidently happy and gave me a firm hug. He hugged my step-mother, too. When I asked him wether he wants to take his straws along, he said: „I don’t need them anymore“. Since years he has been nibbling on straws – probabely for pacification.

What Mme Palucki has accomplished in this short amount of time, no medication and none of the therapists altogether have in all these years.

We are deeply thankful for this!

Martina and Dirk Hopfensitz, Munich

K.R., Chartered Accountant/Mediation-Agency

Dear Ms Palucki,

Despite of a recommendation in the back of my mind it was supposed to be just a spontaneous short vacation in the South of France – simply to relax; to let go of the daily routine and to find inner peace and quiet again. The latter had become increasingly difficult for me over the past few years. However, once finally arrived in a state of so called “peace and quiet” I was stuck in endless thoughts and it seemed that on the other hand my heart rate got gradually faster and irregularly. Those heart problems had developed to such an extent that I consulted a cardiologist who, after rather costly examinations, prescribed precautionary beta-blocker saying that he would probably have to re-adjust the medication more precisely a little later. I didn’t want to accept this just yet and consequently didn’t take any medication.

Especially in those phases of “heart-unrest” I often felt trapped by deeply imbedded fears – frequently triggered by external banalities.  Thanks to your gentle and empathetic work down to the causes of those fears I am now able to face emotional challenges noticeably stronger and more liberated than before.  I am happy to say that in the meantime I can no longer notice any heart rhythm problems – indeed everything feels much calmer now.

I particularly benefit from the understanding of personal sensitivities, which I gained in our mutual sessions, in my professional work as mediator in economic conflicts.

Thank you so much – I gladly recommend you without hesitation.

Munich in August 2013

K.R., Chartered Accountant/Mediation-Agency

Walter Märker, Meerbusch near Düsseldorf, Germany Senior Trainer, Panasonic

Dear Mme Palucki,

it is about time that I express my gratitude for your extra-ordinairy work in an appropriate manner.

During my summer-vacations at your place in the years 2009-2013 you regularly pointed my stoop (commencing hunchback) and and my twisted and unhealthy sitting-posture out to me. You have offered me your help repeatedly, but I was unsure wether I should accept this help.

In the summer of 2012 my wife and me spent our vacationin Le Luc together with old friends of ours, another married couple. The wife is a nurse and she advised me to definitely accept your offer.

These friends instantly noticed my upright posture after the first 1,5 hr session. What did you do? You have taught me your IP-Holistic Breathing and body-work, thanks to which my spine has straightened. During the second session of 75 minutes my twisted musculature and the vertebrae of the neck straightened.

During the last years I always had a high-grade special driver´s seat in my company car (40.000 – 50.000 kilometers per year).

These back-problems developed among other reasons because of an extreme strabism of the left eye since I was fifteen until my eye-operation in 1999, which in turn led to a distinctively skewed posture oft he head.

After the treatment with you I have adjuste this driver´s seat entirely different, because I was not able to sit in it´s old position. I had to adjust it into a specifically straight position. Since then I am driving long distances in a very relaxed manner. Further the posture of my head has straightened out as well.

Today, one year after your treatment, my spine has not regressed into the old posture.

I would like to recommend Mme Palucki´s way of treatment to everybody who has to struggle with similar problems. Her treatment has restored a great deal of quality of life to me.

I thank you cordially for that!

Walter Märker, Meerbusch near Düsseldorf, Germany Senior Trainer, Panasonic

Silvija Bihler, Institute for asthetic and medical Cosmetics /Split/Croatia

Dear Mme Palucki,

Today I want to inform you that I just had my yearly appointment at the heart-clinic and that the myocarditis-disease has healed out entirely! This disease was incurable for me!

I had infected myself with streptococci during my work as a nurse in the emergency-room in 1999 and this had triggered myocarditis. Extreme arrythmia was becoming life-threatening form e, so I had to have regurlar controls and take prescriptions.

The heart-experts were baffled by the healing. To be absolutely sure I went to another expert after that and had it checked with the documentation of the last years. Here the healing also caused much astonishment according tot he motto „what can´t be, mustn´t be“.

One and a half years ago you have taught me your IP holistic breath and healing work. Even at that time my heart had extremely steadied during the work. You gave me valuable tips.

Today I express my utter delight. My heart disease has healed entirely and the arrythmia had disappeared just after one hour of our work. I can vent my joy that you have achieved the healing without doubt. Thank you for this precious work, your care and that you have affirmed me by telephone without it ever being „too much“ for you. By now I don´t live in France anymore, but my thoughts are with you again and again.

Silvija Bihler, Institute for asthetic and medical Cosmetics /Split/Croatia

Eva N., NLP, Frankfurt, Germany

After many years of great psychological distress and depression, psychotherapies and a stay in a trauma-clinic I have found you by accident. Since you understood and recognized me from the first moment on, I instantely felt right with you and secure.

You could immediately see the abuse through my grandfather. It didn´t even take a week and the abuse and various other themes had been dissolved. What psychotherapies and two stays in a trauma-clinic didn´t achieve, you have called it right by it´s name and you worked very lovingly with me.

I can really feel how I could rise from this dark tunnel. Quickly I was able to laugh again – finally!

An undescribable burdon has fallen off of me. My husband and me are endlessly thankful for that. Now I can even speak publicly about my experiences without pain, because you helped me. Now the power and energy of the abuse are `just`memory. I have become an almost entirely happy human being. I just know now, how freedom and happiness feel.

Eva N., NLP, Frankfurt, Germany

J. Muther, Zurich, Switzerland

I had doubts in the beginning, because I couldn´t imagine that there could be help for this. Despite my doubts I started to work with you. Since many years I have suffered from a very round back. My head was hangning frontwards. I had difficulties to stand upright and could keep this posture only for a few minutes before bending over again. Honestly I have suffered a lot from this, but I couldn´t change it. Doctors have never pointed it out to me.

Your IP Holistic-Breathing technique and together with the rectification of my torso has provided me with a completely different experience of life within two hours. Also the further work has added to an substantial improvement of the rectification of my back.

Playing drums and dancing Tango Argentin – my great passions – have improved unbelievabely through the new posture. Everything has become so easy. The rhythm is literally flowing from my arms and my torso. Finally I am feeling how my self-confidence is changing positively and how I can encounter people in a completely new way. I can´t wait to see how everything is going to develop. I am convinced.

J. Muther, Zurich, Switzerland 2013

Madline Br; San Francisco, USA

From the bottom of my heart I want to Thank you for your healing work. I am 19 years old and for my whole life I had guilty feelings toward my half brother. It was a dark secret. For the first time I could confide my feelings and thoughts to someone-, to you. And it is like a wonder, now I finally don‘ t have these feelings of guilt any longer. Adverse my half brother I feel free now. In general I feel lighter now.

I also want to mention that a different story that happened to me where I felt  much pressure in my diaphragm is now completely solved. This pressure disappeared within a few days of healing work. I never would have thought that you actually could understand me right to the point in this short period of time and that you could free me from this suffering. Finally I can breathe thoroughly without feeling any tension! Thank you very much for you help!

Madline Br; San Francisco, USA

Silvija B. / Croatia

Dear Ilona, I want to thank you for your wonderful work with my eleven year old daughter. With your work my daughter has finally found her confidence. She got out of a primal sadness that she had since birth and of which we did not know the cause. Nobody had an answer for this behaviour. Within days of your work with her she can now look at and talk to adults openly, which was never possible before. Everybody notices it and we get asked often what has happened to her. Thank you very much, that you could make her life‘s journey easier. We are endlessly happy about this new situation. Now a year has passed and it has remained like this.

Silvija B. / Croatia

Anita D., Health-Referee, New Homeopathy, Germany

My training with Ilona Palucki has changed my life within very short time. Her work has led me onto a new level of experience and has given me a new inner and outer positioning and a completely new strength, that I could not have imagined to be possible. I have absolut trust in her work and I can only recommend it.

Anita D., Health-Referee, New Homeopathy, Germany

Anita B., Augsburg, Germany

For many years during my childhood I was exposed to repeated sexual abuse. Many years I had to suffer. Through this my life was restricted in all aspects  and I was very unhappy. I tried many ways to get help and relief.

Real and profound help I only received from you. I could have never imagined to be released from that one day. You accomplished it. Today I look back, liberated… I can live free now after this work!

Today I can BREATHE. Also your IP-breathing technique has advanced me a long way.

The way to you was worth it. Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!

I definitely recommend your work from my heart

Anita B., Augsburg, Germany